I just I have sooo many things going on in my life right now that no one can help me out w/ except me, and it's not working I keep getting pissed and snapping at ppl and it sux I just want one day all to my self and take a long bubble bath w/ some soothing music, and sit down on the couch and watch lifetime all day and eat ice cream. It's to hard to have to deal w/ all these things and every thing keeps getting more complicated then it was before. God I just can't stop crying, Kyle's like I'm taking u out to subway for lunch and buying u some ice cream from wal-mart lol I was like jeez Kyle are u trying to get me fat lol but no he's such a cool guy and he treats me like a princess that little holister prep lol he's such a cutie and we've dated before but I just see him more as a really really good friend. He's been dying to date me since we broke up but he knows Im not going to. But other than that I guess for lunch I'm going out to subway even tho I have my own car and it's a lot nicer than his I guess he doesn't want to waste my gas when he can waste his lol but other than that life sux!