I know that everyone has discovered love, and hate; but has anyone ever really had true love, or met their soul mate? I think that I am in love with a boy. I love being near him, he always makes me smile..even if he makes me so mad that i'd want to cut something off.. he has this way of making me smile, or feeling loved again. I have told him plenty of my secrets, and respect.. and not once has he ever told anyone.. for example.. I told him about someone who was really bringing me down, becuase he would always call me fat, or bitch or something like that when he passed me in the halls... so he said that if he ever hear anyone calling me that, he'd stand up for me. I really like how in science class, he would sit so close beside me, and we'd share the head phones and listen to some G G G-Unit, while working on our homework.. For the past 11 days, it has beena bitch for me. WHy? Because he left. He went to Ottowa, during my last free weeks. We were planning on hanging out lots this summer, but im not sure that it will happen. I have never felt so good around anyone before.. even when im nervous around him, he makes me feel so much better... just talking about him makes me smile.. and apparentl, I have a sparkle in my eye....as when my friends have told me.