OK. This is a venting out entry so I probably won't mean any of it tomorrow.... but I need to say it. I haven't been with my friends for a really long time, lets just say, it has atleast been 2 weeks (at the min) I try to call my friends and talk to them and shit but it isn't the same. Honestly. Right now, I feel like I am being replaced. It feels that I made really good friends out here, but Damn. Like... things happened throught the year.. All summer, it seems like I have barely been with them, and it almost seems like Im not wanted there.... I really hurts, because they're all talking about guys, that I don't know of or don't even understand or shit liek that... and ugh.. I want to be clued in!!! I can't even discribe how I feel, Im just so annoyed. ugh.. I don't know. I just.... GRRR... :(