Well, I don't have much to say in this entry. Just felt I should update it, even if I dont have much to say. I feel like shit, inside and out. I can't stop thinking of certain things, a certain.... someone, and I havent eaten much at all for the last 3 days. I love you baby, never forget that, and I will be waiting for the day you come back into my loving arms. Theres a very old saying, it's been around for as long as I can remember. "If you love someone that much you have to let them go, if they were meant to be with you, they will come back to you." As much as that is true, letting someone go, even if for a moment, is one of the hardest things to do in life. I just hope my baby during this time, doesnt forget about how much she means to me, and how I want to spend the rest of my life with her, and give her the best life I can. She means everything to me, she is my dream girl. I hope she never loses sight of that in the trials of life ahead. In other news, well I dont really have other news, all of this other stuff has been occupying my mind, body, and spirit for the last few days. I'm....... getting ready to go back to school again, semester will start next week. I plan on going to see Star Wars Episode 3 next week as well, that should bring me some joy. Well that's it, for now...