No, I dont really feel aroused, just thought it was a funny mood to put there haa haa. This world is truely a cold place, im getting tired of hearing about dead bodies found on the streets every other day. Violence, murder, robbery, etc.... And most of it is senseless. I know what i did 3 months ago just contributed to the violence, but what I did was in self defense, and I served my 90 days in jail, so i paid for my crime, and im sorry i did it. These real criminals and murderers, they just do it for the fun of it, or out of desperation, or out of sheer anger, whatever the reason, there is no good reason for it. What really pisses me off is when you hear about these dipshit gangsters who go and kill someone just cause they ACCIDENTLY stepped on their shoe, oh yeah, that warrants a killing, fucking losers. Then you hear about these slut bitches who get pregnant cause they were to stupid to either keep their legs closed, or have the guy wear a condom, and end up throwing their babies in the dumpster. Check this story out, tell me it's not the most retarded shit you ever heard. In my town a few days ago, this dumbass guy was all depressed and was planning on commiting suicide, but at the last moment he changed his mind and without any kind of motice or though to it, he just walked up to a guy and shot him in the back of the head, killing him instantly. Im sittin here thinking "Man what a fucking piece of shit. Why would someone do that?" First of all, if your life is already shitty enough youd contemplate(sp) suicide, how is killing someone else gonna make anything better in your already miserable existence? The world would have been better off if this fag would have just killed himself. Then you have this BS Michael Jackson case, everyone knows he is a child molester, I know it, you all know it, and Michael damn sure knows it. What really makes me mad is him walking to and out of court, waving to people and smiling. He acts as if he doesnt care, or that he thinks "Im rich, rich guys dont go to jail A-HE-HE IM A FAG!" I swear I wish I was in the city where that trial is being held, as soon as he waved in my direction id throw a bottle at his head and hope it would shatter on him, see if he is smiling and waving then, stupid sick demented faggot. I wouldnt care if i went to jail for throwing a bottle at him either, one thing is for sure, people would be cheering for my ass all the way to lock up. I just wish this shit would hurry up and end, and his ass would go to jail, so he could get killed by the other inmates, cause he will die if he goes to prison, no matter how much protection he receieves, he will get his sooner or later. And i dont think he will get off this time, the fact he paid that other kid back in 1993 20 MILLION DOLLARS SAYS HE IS GUILTY, enough said! Gawd I hate him. By the way, some of you may be confused because I said im tired of all the violence and shit, then I say id throw a bottle at his head lol. But come on, he would deserve it, evil pricks deserve to have bad things done to them. Obviously id never throw a bottle at some innocent normal everyday person just minding their own business, but Jackson, damn straight I would. Hey dont you people just love me choice for a title and music? Fits together rather nicely dont you think? Speaking of music, I heard a new song from System Of A Down on the radio the other day, i wonder if their new CD is out yet, and if not, when, I will need to look that up. And yet another concert I missed, Slipknot went to El Paso about 3 weeks ago, I wish i could have went to go see it, but oh well. I heard the members of Slipknot are having some problems with eachother, so yet another great band may split up soon. Im not completely sure yet, but KoRn may split up completely if they havent already, havent heard any news about them since one of the band members left for some church crusade mission dealy. I dont know who it was but for some reason I picture David Silvera being that type of guy, Fieldy, Head, and Jonathan dont seem like the type of guys that heavy into religion, but then again, neither does Silvera so I have no idea why I think that lol.... My frame of mind sometimes makes no sense, to even myself. Well, thats about all thats on my mind right now, I think i'll go play some Medal Of Honor right now and go blow away some more Nazis, thats always good wholesome fun right?!