Listening to: "Bring Me To Life" - Evanescence
Feeling: disappointed
Yesterday was one disapointment after another... First dad shows up super early to inform me that he isn't going to take me out to lunch.. He doesn't have time. Instead he hands me $10 to pick up anything I need to get.. Like $10 gets me anything I need.. Just stuff I want.
Then I go to Loopz's sisters house.. Help with the cleanup and decorating... Corn Nutz n Cherri decided to make a giant penis out of balloons and hang it in the center of the room.. Great idea huh? Anyways, everyone starts drinking... N most people are on their faces by 10 pm. People are falling down the stairs... Falling over eachother.. Some are crashing in the middle of the floor. Upstairs Cherri's taking an ice cold shower... N decides to pass out on her bed naked... N I have to go make her get dressed.. and Corn Nutz passes out with her head in between the door and the wall.. So every time you open the door you hit her in the head.. It happened a lot and several girls were so drunk they were sobbing.. So, I didn't fall asleep till nearly 6...
Woke up at 8 when everyone else did... and went back to bed.. Though I wasn't asleep till after 10:30.. Got yelled at at noon.. To go eat my chicken sandwich before everyone else did.. I gave it away.. Dad said he'd take me out to lunch so I wasn't worried.. Course dad's a big disapointment and so full of lies it isn't funny... I'm broke... Something came up.. Come to find out he took my brother out the night before.. I hate him for it.. It's the fifth time in two weeks he's done that bullshit. I hope I don't see him before he leaves to Corvallis.. All he does is bitch at me and let me down.
Hugs,
Roxy
some sick bullshit