You know.. I hate to admit it.. But I'm lonely.. Normally I'm surrounded by a billion people all at once and I crave for a moments peace.. a bit of time to myself.. But I'm lonely.. I'm scared.. and I feel like a complete idiot. That's okay though.. I'll eventually get over it.. I'm so shutting up right now... I just think sometimes.. that I could slit my throat on your doorstep and you'd casually step over me.. The only comments you'd have were on the blood staining the welcome mat... I have this thought.. that you'd be more upset over the mat then my death.. yer.. shutting up.