am i leaving life behind? was i living life at all? will i still need to run and hide? or have i really found the answer? over and over again i am spiraling into nothing over and over again i am spiraling into nothing what i mean is i don't know exactly what it is i mean the things i don't wanna do, i do what i wanna do, i don't over and over again i am spiraling into nothing over and over again i am spiraling into nothing over and over again i am spiraling into nothing over and over again i am spiraling