And now, it is time to make up for this. Why is it that I can never seem to get anything right? Huh? Why is that? I wanted so bad to be happy for her, and I think that I actually was. But I didn’t really show it. Why not? I FEEL LIKE A JERK!! I don’t think Teresa approves of me. Why the crap did I act the way I did at her house? It wasn’t bad, but it wasn’t me either. This is what I need to do. Talk to her. Tell her that I really am happy for her, that her best friend has come back. Why is she feeling anxiety? I’m sure it would be normal for her to feel that way right now, but did I have anything to do with it? Man I love her. So why do I feel worthless right now? _____________________________________________ The Rest of the Story: Sara is my girlfreind. Teresa is her best freind. Teresa just got back from a year in New Zealand. Sara and I just went to her house last night (saturday) to catch up. Two girls, only one I love. Yes, it feels like I have competition. Sara is the one I love, and would gladly do anything to help her with her anxiety. I'm probably the one that caused a lot of it, but then again, she causes a lot for me, not that I care.