I'm unmovable. Fallible. Hypocritical. Lazy. Untrustworthy. Unclean. Weak minded. Weak willed. Weak. Depressed. Alone. Unworthy. I've tried to change a million times. I always come up with the same old me. I would do everything right for her, but still get everything completely wrong. I'm a failure. Worst of all, I'm without her.