Being suicidal is not "selfish" nor is killing yourself. If you're to that point, then you have plenty of fucking reason to kill yourself. Anybody that wants you alive through that kind of self misery, now those are the selfish ones. And for the record, depression is not something you just get over. People don't want to be depressed. It is a mental illness. A debilitating, progressive, and dangerous mental illness. So fuck off. Did I mention anger management issues? Those can be fixed, but I rather like mine.