Woke up 4:30 am this morning, couldn't go back to sleep. Wandered around myspace because i was bored, found what She told somebody. Moving to Cali within a year. She wants nothing to do with me. She's not over Him. He'll retire, they'll move to Italy, and that's it. There is no "us" There is nothing. She's going to Cali, She's not going to give that up. I'll be left here, looking once again the fool. They say curiosity killed the cat. This cat's wondering just how bad death can be. Feeling nothing is looking pretty damn good right about now.---Edit--- 5:30 and sleep evades... --- hydrocodone + vodkaa + jager = damnn forgottten how it feels to be u ntouchablle haf anotherr of them inflections thingies. kidneyh shti, so i got more drugs. thesse damned things are tasty. havee work in.... 9 ish ours? thts going to be fucked up ohhh yes. ai hsould bprobablly be drinkging some water now so that i not hung over. or. gues still out of it. lneed to go lay down again guess im an idiot and i neber sse her agin FUCK noo wait..... work iiin 4 hours FUCCCKK a;alkfd whyh whoant if uckeing die fcuking stubon ass