Heh, went to a psych (without parents knowing). got me some meds !! I warned'm meds didnt help me. mood-stablizer and anti-deps i feel like shit. though i must admit, it's fun watching it creep its way down. hahaha... wow.. hmm. doing some kinda funky bubbly thing. flushed the rest of the meds. stupid idea to ask for help from a phd i just feel hella worse than before. hey, i tried to do something. i'm get'n sleepy though, g'night.