forgot to mention. birthday was yesterday. well, considering the time, day before yesterday (29th). Hung out with some my lil buddies first time in months. Didn't want them to know it was my birthday. Facebook betrayed me, so they wanted to know what i wanted to do. I'd have rather them just picked without consulting me like usual. Instead it was awkward. So I left early, came home and did nothing, like usual. I'm forgetting things more often. I'm finding myself waking up as if from a trance, at random times during the day, trying to figure out what I was doing. I can't concentrate, I'm getting more depressed as easily as I used to. Tired all the time, and I couldn't care less. I'm falling into oblivion.