ohk my entry last time was stress relievin ohk juss to settle ur guys worries i did not cut ike i promised last time i almost did but then i figured out tat it wasnt really worth the scar Mom and I got into a fight about the kitten again fun fun we also got into a fight about the foster kids thing well most of u know but it well my mom was lecturin bout us sayin bad words and crap(cuz i told Keenan to go sux a dick when he was ben a jerk)and i was barely listenin wll finally i was like i hope i have a job b4 we start gettin kids cuz i know how it will work it will be all bout the kids an Keenan and i will juss be the ppl who get on her nerves uz we dont do anything rite she is always sayin shit like she wishes she culd put u up for adoption and get kids they wanthomes cuz we treat her like sit and crap it is bullshit then Keenan and I were talkin bout how when they start the foster care program that we will have a coupe hours without them on Tuesdays and how we would be prayin toGod that the class would last just a lil bit longer and my mom brought up the fct that My Grandma will be checkin up on us and crap like tat and i looked her straight in the eyes and i was like yeah beings w are going to be have parties and all rite she didnt say nothintho she makes me feel so irresponsible but then says she expects me to be the one to make sumthin of myself hello makes me so mad duh everybody knows how i complain about my grandma never spendin time with us on our bday meanin Keenan and ne beins our bday ison the same day well this year my moms foster care class lands on our bday so now all of a sudden my grandma has decided sheis goin to take us out and crap fun fun which i guess it doesnt matter beins i cant have anybody over anyway cuz yeah nobody is pbly goin to b llowed over on Tues total bullshit cuz Keenan and I arent trustworthy well in a way i am glad my grandma is takin us out cuz this will b the first bday without my parents bein there the whole time they have neva left us on our bda b4 except my first one cuz keenan was born and the one they were split up durin Accordin to my mom my gma use to come over but my mom quit invitin her cuz we always seemed ungrateful for our presents and that was rude well hello i think every kid goes through that dont they its like wateva well iguessthis entry is pretty lon pls i got to g to bed soon cuz Sandy is stayin with me and i promised her a girls day 2morrow hope i am still not as sore