Everybody constantly asks about my pregnancy and my food cravings and i swear it drives a sane person crazzzzy. but yeah i swear like i dont really have food cravings. my main change in my prego life is my personality. I have become an extremely hostile bitch in the last 7 months. I am so unstable, and untrusting it isnt even funny. I do not know which way to turn. I am obsessive over people and i want everybodies world to revolve around me and i have never been like that before. It is crazy and it is probably part of the reason i lost Scott. honestly everybody i think he was the love of my life.. hell i know he was...but maybe that is just because i am not over him yet.... give it time no matter what he is gone for good which is the hardest thing to live with right now. but yeah my pregnancy is running pretty smoothly i am gaining weight somewhat. i mean i am pbly small for seven months but i was overweight in the first place so its okay with me as long as Lucas is healthy