so a lot has gone on this summer Laci and I have fought like none stop this summer we have fought over what she has done things she has said stuff i have done and said which i have been awful and went drinkin and stuff without her but hell she treats me like im an inconvience half the time anyway and i had fun drinkin with Ju and Lyndsey Lyndsey and I got to b friends to we talked bout sex ostly but hey alohol and bein horny juss dont mix well lol i made a comment bout Jon and i guess at the time i didnt think he would hear it but he did so great work can cause a person to kill themselves sometimes but sometimes it is the best thing in the world except when u work ur ass of and dont have enough money to live on goin fishin pbly ought to end and Jon told me i wasnt allowed to do it anymore but yea to much fun its just an awesome feeling razor blades have been in such an easy thought all summer they just come back everytime things get rough yet i still am trying and still avoid touchin them it is hard