Hailey Ann was born today at 8:33 am. she was beautiful. 7 lbs. 3 oz. 21 inches long. she is so small other than she has really big feet. my mom says she has her daddy's feet cuz my older brother had big feet when he was born. lol. but she is a precious little angel. perfect in every way. it is so exciting to be a aunt and i love showing off the pixs i have of her. Keanna was in labor for 26 hours. kind of scares me because im the next to have a baby. the whole situation scares me. i watched aaron holding his daughter and the way he looked at her and just got to thinking my baby wont have his/her daddy all the time like that and its my fault. i am the one that chose to leave josh but at the same time i didnt want to be unhappy for the rest of my life. maybe i am selfish. sometimes i wish i could put the baby up for adoption and give it a mom and dad and some what of a normal life. i am so scared. i dont know that i am ready to be a mommy. i guess i really dont have a choice anymore i screwed up and now i have responsibilities to follow through with. i have to make it okay for this babys sake him/her doesnt deserve to have a bad life cuz of its mommy's choice