im sorry everybody i honestly thought i was goin to be able to keep the promise this time but i guess not all things work out i got stressed and had no breathin space so i went into my room and found the hidin place i cant promise again cuz i thnk it makes it worse when i realize that i keep breakin promises then i want to do it more and in the end it is orse that wat it started out i really want to stop bt i cant seem to make myself and i can tell nobody becuz im afraid they will just tell me i am doin it for attention and then they will give me more and i am sick of ben surrounded and havin my every movement watched i just want to vanish to a place where ppl arent waitin for me to make mistakes this seems like i just keepin excuses tryin to make wat i did seem ohk and shit but i dunno it is hard to explain in the end everything happens for a reason