The days go by so slow...I want him here now... I want to hug him and kiss him, and then punch him in the face for making me wait so long. .....in 9 days. I know how I feel about the sex issue and I know I shouldn't be worrying about it because there is no need to.. not for a while atleast. I know who I am right now, and so does he.. but what if we change afterwards?.. he thinks he will because he's seen what it did to his friends... I know I'm not mature enough for it yet, and I still have a lot to think about the subject, but I just want to know where I stand on the issue... everytime he asks what I think about it, I can never tell him a straight answer because I just don't know how I feel about it. I promised myself I wouldn't do it until I was ready.. but what does that mean?... I don't even know what that means. It feels good to be with another virgin that doesn't preassure you... and I'm glad he thinks so strongly of it... The bad thing about it is, he's 18 I'm 17..we haven't seen eachother in 2 months..plus hormones and liquor... they don't mix.. haha.