seems like everything in this journal is about that one guy... you know, my significant other.... I frustrate him. He frustrates me, but I think I'm more patient with him. well atleast I don't call him an idiot. He can be pissed at me all he wants, he still has to pick me up from the airport tomorrow night and fuck me silly. I love him to death, and I push his buttons. I need to change that though. I need to see him.