I'd be naive if I said we will last forever. I love you to death, and wont stop till I know it's not worth it. I hope I have enough pride to let go. We're not any different from that adorable couple in HS that gave eachother promise rings and swore they'd be with eachother forever. Like you've said "our marriage is just a tittle". I want to stop talking about children and our wedding because it would just be another crushed hope. Although our kids would be pretty sexy. I feel like I'm your wife, but you don't feel like my husband, I think I should stop calling you that too. Shoving problems under the rug will make things worse in the future, and I'm glad we talk about what we need from eachother. You make me see a side of me I would've never seen, I hope I do the same to you. I just wish you wouldn't look at me and see utter failure. I love you so much I choke when you look at me. I want to make you proud, but I think in order to do that I have to be proud of myself first. I'll prove to you that I'm not all talk.