Every word he says sounds like an orchestra of a thousand angelic voices singing in harmony. I've never met such an intelligent intellectual.. he makes me realize things I've never taken the time to stop and think about. His views in life The way he cares about me so much, as if to start a fire in his stomach when I want something he dislikes. How he angers me... and how quickly it's overflowed by joy. How I want to punch him and kiss him at the same time. How he's so understanding and compromising of my stubbornness.. something I'm learning from him. I wont say it until he knows for sure. It's nothing to be upset about. I've been wrong before, as well as him. We both know where we're at. I'm happy with that... if I could freeze time, I'd freeze it now. so many feelings at once, I don't see how I can comprehend. A lifetime with him doesn't scare me.. the word "forever" doesn't scare me... it's time that scares me... and I don't want to know what might or what might not happen. I just want to live with the joy that we both share now.... "i remember waking up cause you had taken all the pillows and i stayed awake to feel your breath on my cheek....only for a little while, then i drifted off"