I confess, Being young isnt the easiest. Im doing my best, But im wieghed down by this And Im rendered helpless. Lifes either a hit or miss. Just tell me im wrong or just say your right either way the days are long and i dont sleep at night. i dont ask anymore then of a heart to protect and a life to live for. out of respect, i depend on her for a sense of being, some kind of cure. it goes beyond what i am seeing, you have to find the strength to endure and i get this from you. -Nick It's been 2 wonderful, but hard months. The transition from a kid to an adult is really putting the weight on us both. it's nothing strange, everyone has or will go through it. I'll write about it when all my thoughts are clear and well-thought out.