Have you ever had that feeling in your heart like something bad is going to happen? She gives me that feeling almost everyday. There hasn't been a day when I don't think about her...so I call her. cell phone: no answer mum's house: no answer dad's house : no answer what happened to her? "Rachel got kicked out of her house... her mom couldn't handle it anymore... no one has seen her since" I swallowed hard and held back the tears. Never in my life have I felt so helpless. I know how it feels now. where is she now? where is she staying at? what drugs is she taking now? is she cold? why couldn't I speak up when I had the chance? How do you let go of someone that has been with you through thick and thin for most of your life? The one I called my best friend for 9 years holds that tittle no more. She doesn't know me. I know her even less. I see life as a long road. Maybe this is just another street sign?... I shall look four ways before I continue.