Ecclesiastes 3:11~ "He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the hearts of men; yet they cannot fathom what God has doen from beginning to end." Okay, Nebraska is the most boring of the 48 contiguous United States. I'm bored, yet content. I've just been laying outside getting a nice tan, so far so good. If only we had some Ice Cream Trucks to steal and take all the ice cream out of....hmm...no one else with that desire, eh? *cough*shelteredchildhood*cough*. Sarah seems to be nice today, let's hope it stays that way. Now days, since Stacey has been home, I must say that I've grown so much stronger in my faith. She's actually been here to keep me on track teach me new things about His word. She's inspired me to read more and understand what he asks of us Christians. God is the only hope I have left in anything. I'm going to CIY in 3 days, sure, it'll be fun while I'm there, I'll have a great spiritual high while I'm there. But when I come back, all that will go away. I've focused more of my life on God. "There's a song that inside of my soul. It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again. I'm awake in the infinite cold, but you sing to me over and over and over again. So I lay my head back down, and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours I pray to be only yours. I know now you're my only hope. Sing to me the song of the stars. Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again. When it feels like my dreams are so far, sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again. So I lay my head back down, and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours I pray to be only yours. I know now you're my only hope. I give you my destiny. I'm giving you all of me. I want your symphony. Singing in all that I am. At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back. So I lay my head back down, and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours I pray to be only yours. I pray to be only yours. I know now you're my only hope." Only Hope- Mandy Moore (A Walk to Remember Soundtrack)