Everything that has happened recently....has just seemed very surreal. It's like a big dream. I'll wake up and still see Wendy singing with the Sunday morning Praise band, I'll be looking up at a drum major from on the field (instead of being on the ladder) and this up coming year of choir will be just the same....without Titanium, or being a Drum Major, or having Chelsea's mom die. Lord, help me. Please.