Tomorrow is a pep rally and a home game which we haven't been able to really decide on what all is going on that the band has to do. That and the half time show. I'm so worried. I don't think we're ready for the other 2 songs. People don't want to watch us (drum majors) and I don't want us to look like a bunch of idiots out there. Some stuff's happened with some friends of mine, and I just want it to stop. Heart ache gets no one anywhere.