I just watched "A Walk To Remember" last night. By far one of my favorite movies of all time. As for my life, I've been trying to go to the gym everyday, so far I've kept to a pretty tight schedule. If I have to work receptionist, then I go after work, if I work dietary, then I go before work. So far it's been working out. Michelle brought over some Denise Austin work-out videos that her mom never uses anymore. They are so wonderful, but I'm still so sore from doing them. Another video she brought was about Pilates and there was a session of it mixed with yoga. Those are amazing. So a question I have been pondering for quite sometime now is......"If we're predestined, then what's the point of the 'Great Commission'?" just something that's been on my heart and mind. I know God commands it, but still.....Why? It's something I haven't been able to find the answer to. The will of God is to be our will, and we're to evangelize to every person who is walking in darkness, for light can't shine in light....only in darkness. Verses contradicted the "elect" sayings, like John 3:16, 2 Cor. 5:15, and I'm sure there are others. It makes sense to me to think that God chose me to be a follower and believer in him so that I am more thankful and just...in awe of his power, yet at the same time, I must also do everything in my power to make sure a fellow human doesn't stray from God's righteousness. I also have a philosophy in the difference between believing and accepting. That's for another entry. In other notes, Michelle ordered some Breast Cancer Research Support elastic bands (bracelets) that say "Share Beauty. Spread Hope" so, she gave me one. I've wanted one for a really long time. Ever since seeing Chelsea's mom suffer and pass on, it's just spurred me on even more to go into my field of study, and put my fingerprint on research to find a cure for her type. It was very rare and very aggressive. I just really wished and prayed that she would live one more year to see Chelsea graduate. Though she won't be able to see it physically, I know she's always looking down to Chels and Jotham, and Terry with the love she's always had for them.