i dont know why im feeling llike this...eh...i kinda feel like im being ignored...i mean i should be used to this right?? all my life i was always ignored..i mean why should i be treated diffrently now?? i dont know...hes giong to go over to garretts later and i was hoping and planning on seeing him today...but as usally my luck always hates me and yea...and since laura found out cody is going over there to his house she doesnt want to go to garretts...she doesnt like cody....he gets one her nerves...so yea...so she and i are going to the $1 movies and she spending the night so we could go to work tomorrw..so yea..i dont know...does he really love me?? bc i kinda thought if you love someone you wanna spend time with them...i dont know...i think i am insecure...life has sucky moments this is one of them