i dont know anymore...i know thats all i do...complain about cody and me. but i cant help it..all i had asked was for him to call me yesterday...did he? nope...not even a text for saying he was sorry for not calling me back... and its not helping him out, if he really wants to stay with me and loves me like he claims...then you would think he would try...but nope..and lately I've been debating if he and i should go on break... and well..it was brought to my attention that if i do that and we do go on break..knowing him. he is not going to want to get back together.. so yea...thing is he promised me and yea... last night i was crying..not for him not for us.. but the fact that i dont really have a mother figure ...... and how everything was really my fault for the relationship i have with my "mom" what also gets me is that he never did call me or text me saying happy anniversary... maybe i am the blame as well?