i feel like such a whiny bitch.... Im also starting to get too attached to C. Im thinking of following the family's rule of thumb. I need to back off and forget about love and what not. I just..idk... I feel like I have to fight for his attention whenever HMK is around.. and thats pretty much EVER FCK'N MOMENT! its not right nor fair for me.... idk... am i just over reacting or what? i..ugh... whatever....