soo i should be happy... but I'm not, because I'm not getting what I had truly wanted. oh man I sound soo pathetic. I had three.. err... two different plans Plan A: Move in with the BF and his roommates... Plan B: Move in w/ my BFF and talk the BF into coming along. Plan C: Fuck Plan A&B and just apply for a cruiseline job. Plan A: one of his roommates has a problem with me moving in, mostly bc C••• and I dont have a "healthy" relationship in that lil fuckers eyes... Plan B: I wont move in with my bff if c••• wont move with us... and from the way things look, hes not going to move... at least not with me.. soo Plan C: which I should be happy! but im not... reasons why I should, is bc I would get to travel for FREE, get a room and food for free plus I would be getting paid and benefits... but im not happy, actually im more depress then ever ;/