I dont know why or anything... but for some reason I have been feeling really unhappy and bitter towards everyone and everything. In about eight days, I'll be turning 21, and honestly. I am not looking forward to it. okay now that I think of it, I kinda think I know why I'm feeling bitter and what not... it has to do with a guy (go fig) This guy is... was a classmate and he's a musician and yea... I think I have fallen for him. And even tho I have known about him seeing this one girl, it still kinda gets to me. "/