So, today is my mom's birthday. Yup, it's only 2 in the morning and she isn't up yet, but yeah, today is it. So, lately I've figured that I've missed out on a lot of stuff that has been going on with my frineds. Yesterday was the track meet and I don't know how anybody did because I haven't talked to anyone since Friday and I feel like I'm missing out on a whole bunch of stuff. Maybe I am. I don't know. Anybody else get the feeling that something's happened and you just don't know what it is? Also, I haven't been able to hang out with any of my friends outside of school and track because I have no free time. Which totally sucks. Well, except yesterday. When everyone was at the track meet I went to the movies with Jennifer and Robert. Christmas with the Kranks wasn't that great of a movie. Also, we somewhat celebrated my mother's birthday, even though it is today (sorry for the deceit Cass). I'm totally unpumped for Christmas. I wish it would just come and go so I wouldn't have to deal with all this stuff. It's too overwhelming. And lately I just don't know what to think about school. I have no idea what classes to take next year, and I hate it that most teachers just say pick what you want and I'll sign it for you. That's so retarded. School in general is never good. I just don't know what to think about my life right now. I feel like I'm sorta just floating through everything and not actually doing things. Does that even make sense? I don't know but that's what it feels like. Also, competition sucks. Very much. I'll just leave it at that. Kristen