so this week has been pretty horrible. the death of mike mueller had an effect on almost everybody i know, in some way or another. it's sad to think that he'll never be around anymore and that his family has to suffer with the pain they are feeling. i'm just trying to get back to a normal routine. it's not that i want to forget mike or anything, i just want to forget how horrible it feels to miss someone and know that you will never see them again. so like i said, i'm trying to get back to normal, and i plan on just hanging out with my frinds and family and letting all of them know the i love them more than they know. that's the best thing i can do i think. but i am looking forward to this weekend. bowling on friday should hopefully be fun. other than the fact that the SATs are on saturday morning, the rest of my weekend is looking pretty good. haley and i need to see a movie sometime soon and i think we will on saturday. we haven't hung out in a while and it'll do us good. i guess. and i have dance where i know i can go to let go of everything, just frget about everything going on in my life and do something i love. and i'm pumped about the dance cause i really love that saturday class and i know the dance will be good. better than last year anyways. so for sunday, the indoor track banquet should be fun. i'm looking forward to it. plus i still need to go my sectionals ribbon. then afterwards i have to go to work (ugh!) but it's only for three hours so it's not so bad. and i don't have much homework, sweet deal i thought to myself. i guess i'm not really thinking about prom to the same extent as everyone else. i have no idea who i'm gonna go with and i don't even know if i'll be going with anyone. either way i wouldn't mind. so i think i'm done, i just had to update, for briana's sake. i just haven't been in the mood in a while, and my life isn't that interesting. anyways, i love you guys a lot, Kristen