i wonder what it's like to be like you

Listening to: simple plan
Feeling: melancholy
so, i've been thinking a lot lately, and it makes me kinda sad. just the fact that the WTHS senior ball is the same night as my last dance recital. that may not seem like a big deal, but it's huge to me. dance is my life and i wouldn't never get it up just to go to ball instead. yet, everyone who means something to me will be out having fun at ball. this may sound bad, but i wanted to have my best friends be there with me, but i can't ask them to skip something so important to them. it's pretty much a lose-lose situation. idk, that's just been bothering me lately. and i know it's 10 months away, but i can't stop thinking about it. so yeah...
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awww, kristen. I'm super sad that dance is on the same night, i want sooo much to be there with you at ur recital, to see how amazing u are and how much u have accomplished in dance, and i want sooo much for u to be with us on ball, you're one of our best friends, without you it would only be 3 crazy girls instead of 4, but like you said, its 10 months away, dates can change and things might work out. but just always kno that i love you so much!
yea, like leen said, i guess it'll just have to be the 3-headed monster instead of 4. but you know what, in the long run, i think you would much rather be at your recital and i wish i could be there. b/c after all, i ditched you this year to go to mikes ball. thats pretty ironic actually. maybe not, but i thought it was. so basically, in summary, i love you a lot and i know that you'll make the right decision and have fun w/ w/e you do. ilu tons!
lol sorry about you being out of the loop. but tommorow i have a real actual date and then thursday i have a staff meeting/dinner, and friday i'm cleaning up the church w/ everyone else. then on sat. i'm seeing you. but we'll deff have a phone date REAL soon, k? :-)
aww kristen im soo sorry about the whole dance/ball thing but either way u'll be fine i promise and i just wanna say i love you! Jenny Lynn! cheer up
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