so i have not a lot to say. not to much has happenened in the past few weeks. outdoor started and it's not so bad, except that our meets continue to get cancelled. senior project is almost due and i'm getting frusrated because frank harmon has not yet called me back. college is a big pain in my ass. i really would love to attend syracuse but the money thing is a huge issue. my mom figured out that i probably end up having to pay off about $100,000 in student loans. that i am not looking forward to. but i guess RIT isn't a bad school. it's just not my first choice. i'm so excited about my competeions. the first one in in three weeks. i'm nervous but pumped to the max. i love this so much. i'm sad that this is my fianl year of dance. but i already know that this is gonna be one of the best years. the recital will kick major ass. from what i've seen and heard, this is a big year. so i'm excited. and i just can't hide it. ha.