I deleted some old entries. I realized I've liked some pretty dumb guys. Well, Erik was dumb and Nik was okay but he was everything I don't want to be pressured into. But, I think Allen is a good one. I should stop thinking about him though. I mean, if it doesn't work out, I have a feeling I'll shy away from him. But, he's my only filipino friend I've got so far. He makes me happy. He's always up for hanging out with me. He's just.. someone that does things for me that no one else has. Hmph. *sigh*