so, tonight i went to HANSON with ali and allen. ali is hott on the dance floor and allen is just hott. i had a really good time. i want to touch allen. we're cowards. CONFIDENCE. hanson was amazing. they didnt play my jam though.. zac was amazing on piano! WOW. he kicks taylor's ass. fo sho. so the only two guys i've known that wanted to make out with me.. they're too afraid to make that first move. see, now, i should learn how to initiate that first move because it'd be so much easier. but, i was thinking cuddling and they think make out s e s h. oh hum. the thing i'm trying to do different is make an effort to show i want to be with him. anyhow, he's a relationship guy.. i hope this works out. :)