so why in the world were you coming down from that way. i know that you have absolutely NO business being over there. so, what exactly WERE YOU DOING. i still cant believe the fact you'd still see her.. she's going to manipulate your fragile mind into thinking that she's the best. i know, i've done it all before. YOU'LL BE SORRY WHEN I'M GONE. i'll be more sorry when you leave me. you dont wanna lose anyone huh. well, i dont see you making me feel better. i am really good at making things my fault and i'll do anything to just savor what's left. what do i have left to savor when you just keep going back to her. you told yourself "take chances." you missed out on the greatest chance, me. i'm sorry.. as much as i want to be your friend.. you didnt want my SAD shit moods.. so if she hurts, dont you DARE fucking come back to me like you did before. i think i'm taking a break from hanging with the guys. where my girls at? oh ya.. i kinda lost them by hanging out with the guys. lose lose lose. ya, i'll never win. then again, the girls either got guys or drugs. maybe.. i'll just be alone.