i like it when people tell me "guys must be stupid not to be with you." then, you know, it just all revolves around you and i. and i hate it. you confuse me. do i confuse you? i just wish we could sit down and talk about this. i want to stare into your eyes and seek the truth. eyes are the gateway to the heart. and i want to know if your heart actually has a bed for me. i let you have these chances but i think we miss them every time. i would do so much for you. it sounds ridiculous but i'm not joking. you've told me before to move on but what can i do. i'm hooked on you like a fish on the line. so, i pray for the best of us. maybe i will move. i will move on. but, when i tell myself that and i'm ready to pick up and walk.. YOU come back. so, that just leaves me back at empty. i dont' treat you much like a friend. i treat you more like a boyfriend and i think that's where i messed up. i'm going to have to really dig out of this hole. and most importantly CONFONT this true feeling i hold for you. you can't have me for long. i'll just start running. but, it's okay. you're not putting out. i would. wait, back to this, i should feel it in your kiss..