Man.. Friday night was pretty crazy. I dont want to regret things but I think right now I'm just scared. Another mark in my life, August 7, 2004. The only thing I think I would regret is the fact it wasn't someone I truely care about. Or keep hoping that Matt will come around. I hoped, I'm still hoping. Anyhow.. this kinda sucks but not really. It was good just not the guy I was hoping for. He's hot.. if that makes anything better.