It seems as though every time I update, there isn't anything good to say. Well, its a really long time since my last entry and so many stupid things have happened. Well, now I'd say I have gathered myself out of everything to start new. I haven't exactly experienced new things but I'm just waiting for school to start. I am going to take a break on depending on myself for things, such as rides to places, the people I choose to open up to, and whatever comes along. Me opening to people is a problem, I'm timid. I know that either way people will judge you so might as well have people see you the way you want them to. I am not going to have friends with benefits either. I want to take all the lonely people and be friends with them. I don't know, its been 12 days that I could have turned my life around but I havent. I am thinking if I might just be saying this all year. I don't think I will though. I don't know where to find people that are compatible with me. I am difficult but longing for human interaction.