This past weekend was a blast but it didnt involve my #1 for sure. Oh well, that's good. I think about him a lot but I can live without him. Anyhow, I think I like people again and I guess i'll just be the good person again. Hopefully, i dont get stepped on. there's so much i think i would change about myself. but i really like myself and i believe that i was meant to look how i do for a reason. i never wished to be someone else in such a long time and i am finally ok with myself. i dont know where i'm going with this but i like myself.