ok so like I didnt get any on winter formal night. he says he's sleazy but won't hook up with me. when he said no.. i feel like i'm a fucking beast all over again. what kind of guy wouldn't want to hook up for fun. geez. i'm looking at it as fun.. no strings attached. whatever. i'm really trying to get over it. he's not working out. actually, he was never working out to begin with but i pretended it was dandy. whatev. grr i dont know. i just get angry. fuck it.