"daddy sent me a text message waking me up." i... WHY DO I CARE SO MUCH AND NOT GET THE SAME RESPECT BACK? i feel soo used a LOT of times. i try no to think about it because that's just stupid to think your own friends would do. but.. why does it concern me so much then? i admit, i got teary eyed earlier today. WHY DO I CARE SO MUCH FOR PEOPLE? and i don't even get why people would take me seriously. if i was serious, i'd be screaming at the top of my lungs to gain respect. there is no point in yelling though. i just dont get it.. i really dont. i put up with so much shit and i dont know how i can let people walk over me like that. "you're only wanted when you're needed." if i'm not right.. who is? but, in the end.... i'm not the one who can ignore people. i always turn around in five minutes and apologize. and usually when that happens, i guess i piss people off so much that they start to ignore me? ahh my phone just rang. i don't know when i'll pick up.. it's only 642..