love and hate

Listening to: Emery - Fractions
Feeling: aggressive
I hate my computer. I really, really, hate my computer. I'm honestly going to beat the shit out of it, just because it's such a fucking IDIOT! So anyway. Life has been ok. Yesterday we had a half day. That was alright. It was raining and really windy and icky and my hair kept going everywhere and it was a really big pain in the ass. ::kicks rain::. ::proceeds to miss and just kicks self in shins::
Fear Factor is really addicting
After school got out I ended up taking an hour to walk to FTHS. I went to Los Tacos and I was just going to hang out in there, except while I was standing in line, the kid who really dislikes me and all of his friends walk in. Sooo I just got my water and left. So I went to the public library until 1:30 and then walked across the street from Los Tacos to see if I could see Tom (and to avoid the crowd of kids who hates me). I saw Tom so I walked across the 4 lane street, two-way street and then we waited at the bus stop. Whilst waiting at the bus stop, we talked about numerous things. I found it quite hilarious how he told me that a certain SOMEBODY ::cough YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE YOU GOD DAMN LIAR:: lied to me about the whole girlfriend-from-six-months-ago. Fucking IDIOT dude. I fucking hate people like that. I hope they all drop down and die. You know the kinds. The kinds who lie about the stupidest shit ever. So yes. I found out that that CERTAIN person is a god damn liar. Scratch him from the list of people I talk to. Anyway I had a good time talking to Tom. He's quite the entertainer. We rode the bus to the Boys and Girls Club and then I just hung out there with him. We watched Orange County and I saw Tyler (who I haven't seen in like a 380494 years) and some other cool kids. Hahaha, I don't think cool can be used in the same sentence as Boys & Girls Club. I left there after a little while then came home. Around 8ish my mommy took me to Blockbuster to rent movies. I got... +Garden State +The Virgin Suicides +Requiem For A Dream I'm essited. I watched Garden State and I absolutely LOVED it so much you don't even know. I... Wow. That is one of the greatest movies I've seen. It wasn't like Napoleon Dynamite, where the hype was better than the actual movie. I mean, don't get me wrong, Napoleon freaking rocked but...I heard it was better than I thought it was. But, sheesh, Garden State. Everyone was like, 'oh it's such a good movie,' etc. etc. and it really was!! K well... I think I'm going to head out. Oh! Today I'm babysitting until 12 and then supposedly RJ is gonna call me and we're going to chillax. Then tonight I'm going to the movies with Alejandro and tomorrow I'm supposed to hang out with Joe. Busy me. Love you, Justine
[EDIT...]
I had a really good day yesterday. Rj didn't call me so I just decided fuck it, I'm not going to wait around for anyone to fucking call me, especially if he was the one who wanted to hang out. So w/e. So anyway!! I went to Kassie's and then her momma dropped us off at City Hall...And we walked all the way to the cross. Now, if you live in Ventura, you should know that we took the looong. which means we walked up this super steep hill, all the way down this one street, then walked allllll the way up kalorama (another uphill street...incredibly uphill), then up Summit, which is ANOTHER uphill street but in a different direction than Kalorama. And then at the end of Summit you go UPHILL up these winding roads that cars come speeding down and up. But it was all worth it because the view from up there was
i n c r e d i b l y
So all in all it only took us about 35 minutes or so to walk from Kalorama to the cross, with every single street and road being uphill. We took some pictures and stuff, it was neat. Us being the smart people we are...Decide we'll just go straight down the hill because, well, we don't want to walk the extra five minutes it will take. Ha. Wow. So we go down this hill and it's totally muddy and wet because it rained yesterday (score), and there are sticks and leaves everywhere and it's incredibly hard to get down. So we finally get down, our asses being slightly dirtier than when we started out at the top of the hill. So we're going down, and there's this miniature forest thing filled with trees that look like they came from the blair witch project. like THIS: and so we decide that after we mess around in there...we don't want to go all the way down the road (saving another 4 minute walk...psh) so we try to go down this hill thing that is like a foot thick with dried up ecaluptus leaves and mud. Thaaat was interesting. Some guy gave us the thumbs up sign. But that concluded our adventure for yesterday. We walked down to Main and went to the Top Hat, which I love because all the workers are soo nice!! Then we went into this neat little store and I bought a little pouch thing, it's so cute! It only cost me a buck. YES! Then we went into Times Remembered, which is this way cool place with all this antique stuff and just really cheap really cool stuff like old albums (Im going to get all the KISS ones they have there, schwing!) Then we went into Blue Moon and I bought a moodring (currently blue/green) and some pineapple lipstuff. it's really neato. All for $2.50! Then to Wild Planet, and we bought 5 candles...
+White: clarity, insight +Green: Communication, growth, free creative expression, artistic inspiration +Red: relationsihp, self-love and harmony, compassion +Pink: balance, purity, innocence +Yellow: Sensuality, seduction, ecstasy
and some incense. After that we went back to Kassie's house, but then I went to the movies with Alejandro. And the movie we saw sucked, so badly. Never go see Boogeyman. It was...Omg. So fucking retarded. I don't even wanna talk about it. After the movies I went back to kassie's house and we just chilled out. I figured out I now love Blue Collar TV. It's the best show ever. [End Edit] hey if any one wants to see my pictures (i had some up earlier, but they make my entries retarded so yeah no more of that) then go HERE: http://photobucket.com/albums/v323/novembers_ashes/adventure/
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i'm really sorry about devin and nick being there so you couldnt stay. they just dont know the real story.

&& garden state is REALLY REALLY GOOD. i love that movie. and now i have the poster! =D

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Brooke
awesome

garden state OWNS
requiem for a dream is really good

but VIRGIN SUICIDES
is one of my FAVE movies!!

props

giovanni ribisi (MY ALL TIME FAVE ACTOR) narrats(Narrorates??) that movies...that movie isss oh soo good
wow jeez you're lucky to live in a place by the ocean that's so pretty!
god I'm surrounded by dead trees, buildings, cows and cornfields...
[Anonymous]
hahahaha omg we should that would be hilarious. it would be all ghetto but awesome. I'll pitch the idea to the crew. haha they work for me.

wow they should appriciate it! be happy they don't live in a corn field.

yeah that other Bright Eyes' CD is awesome.
[Anonymous]
haha I know it's sooo bad.
[Anonymous]
wow awesome!! and i like the zoolander thingy! i can't turn right! (or is it left)? well anyways <3 ~nick
[Anonymous]
chut up justine chut up!
[Anonymous]
haha thank you!
hows your valentines day?
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