Dear Diary, Last night the show went really well, I think. Singled Out was pretty good. Except, AT was drunk as all hell, and so he kept fucking with Kasey's pedals and giving the mic stand a hand-job, and he humped Kevin (who got scared shitless). After Singled Out we watched Slither Sleeze (or Sleaze...I can't remember how to spell it) play, which was pretty cool. I like their sound. We went outside after a little while because we just felt like it. We were sitting on the steps talking and stuff and Keil came out and he was like, "Hey! Thanks for the money earlier! Go inside they're starting to play, c'mon go in!" And we're like Euugh too far... And then he ran by again and he was like, "Come on go in! My friend's band is playing!!" so we went inside. Thunder Boys was pretty good too. Despite the fact that the lead singer (AT the AssRapist) and Zack (he's SUPER tall) were totally really fucked up. I had 3 cigarettes last night. They were flavored but for some reason I felt really relaxed. That was my first time smoking in 3 to 4 months. Due to The-Bastard-Formerly-Known-As-Paul and Nick telling me not to. I feel bad for it. I just needed them though. I really did because...I was so stressed and just everything going on around me. I really don't want to go to school. Fuck beans. So now I don't know what I'm going to do...I fucking hate the Super Bowl. SO fuck that. Love Always, _Justine A university professor challenged his students with this question, "Did God create everything that exists?" A student bravely replied, "Yes, he did!" "God created everything?," the professor asked. "Yes, sir," the student replied. The professor answered, "If God created everything, then God created evil since evil exists, and according to the principal that our works define who we are then God is evil." The student became quiet before such an answer. The professor was quite pleased with himself and boasted to the students that he had proven once more that the Christian faith was a myth. Another student raised his hand and said, "Can I ask you a question professor?" "Of course," replied the professor. The student stood up and asked, "Professor, does cold exist?" "What kind of question is this? Of course it exists. Have you never been cold?" The students snickered at the young man's question. The young man replied, "In fact sir, cold does not exist. According to the laws of physics, what we consider cold is in reality the absence of heat. Everybody or object is susceptible to study when it has or transmits energy, and heat is what makes a body or matter have or transmit energy. "Absolute zero (-460 degrees F) is the total absence of heat; all matter becomes inert and incapable of reaction at that temperature. Cold does not exist. We have created this word to describe how we feel if we have no heat." The student continued. "Professor, does darkness exist?" The professor responded, "Of course it does." The student replied, "Once again you are wrong, sir, darkness does not exist either. Darkness is in reality the absence of light. Light we can study, but not darkness. In fact we can use Newton's prism to break white light into many colors and study the various wavelengths of each color. You cannot measure darkness. A simple ray of light can break into a world of darkness and illuminate it. How can you know how dark a certain space is? You measure the amount of light present. Isn't this correct? Darkness is a term used by man to describe when there is no light present." Finally the young man asked the professor, "Sir, does evil exist?" Now uncertain, the professor responded, "Of course as I have already said. We see it every day. It is in the daily example of man's inhumanity to man. It is in the multitude of crime and violence everywhere in the world. These manifestations are nothing else but evil." To this the student replied, "Evil does not exist sir, or at least it does not exist unto itself. Evil is simply the absence of God. It is just like darkness and cold, a word that man has created to describe the absence of God. God did not create evil. Evil is not like faith, or love that exist just as does light and heat. Evil is the result of what happens when man does not have God's love present in his heart. It's like the cold that comes when there is no heat or the darkness that comes when there is no light." The professor sat down. The young man's name --- Albert Einstein ************************************ Eugh... Monday. I dont want to go to schooool. Its 7:30. I guess Ill ahve to. Damn it. At least I "did" my German h/w. And all my other h/w. So hopefully my madre will let me go to the Peni-Tration show coming up. :) :) hooray. K welll see ya all later. Xo _JUstine