Read my story! http://diaries.suchisthis.com/rooftoplove/ Comment!!! +~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+ Take a look at me now. You thought I would cry and scream and yell and break apart without you but I am still standing and you are the one who can't even look me in the eyes. You had no problem looking at me that night. You are just empty space. I hope when you see me you think, "God she's gorgeous... I wonder how she's been..." then you'll regret never saying goodbye. But you are the only one who knew me well enough to make me fall head over heels. It was Hell, I want you to know. Looking at you and breathing you in and laying on the sand as we talk about things that we both know make sense because we are talking about each other without saying any names. Anonymous lovers who never truly existed but existed well enough to make me hate your guts for the rest of my life. Maybe one day I'll see you on the streets and I'll smile and say Hello, ask how you've been and if you made it out of the hole you dug for yourself alive. Such a young pretty face, how you smile and lead them on and look at me with guilty eyes, because I know and I just keep quiet and silent, watching where you cannot see. Lurking in the shadows is where I'll be. I'll watch you so closely I'l record your every failure, I'll scream at you silently. You built this glass wall between us. And as you trip and fall and look around for a reason why and start to cry, all I will be able to do is look at you and say, "You weren't there when I needed you the most. What makes you think I'll help you up today. You were the one who walked away like nothing happened, grinning and thinking you got the best end of the deal. Maybe next time you'll think before you act and I'll just smile and walk away, too." Her name is [justine] She blessed this world on [Nov 3.] Which means the angel has walked for [14] years Her tears shed from [brown eyes] She reaches for the stars at [model-rivaling height] Her head shines full of [auburn brown & summer hopes] She thinks of [everything] Her heart belongs to [Nickalas Victor] Tick Tock Banana Clock Rock [12:36 pm] Lies on her Body [sweats & t-shirt] Roots planted in [southern california coast]